[00:06:00] Loving You in Silence - ArlenaZara
[00:11:00] I learned how to miss you quietly
[00:14:00] In rooms where no one knew your name
[00:17:00] I held my tears like secrets
[00:19:00] So no one saw the pain
[00:22:00] I smiled when they asked about us
[00:25:00] Said I'm fine, just like before
[00:28:00] But every breath I'm holding
[00:31:00] Is heavier than the one before
[00:36:00] I never asked you to stay
[00:39:00] Never begged you to choose
[00:42:00] I just stood there loving you
[00:44:00] With nothing but to lose
[00:49:00] I'm loving you in silence
[00:52:00] When my heart does all the talking
[00:54:00] Screaming things I'll never say
[00:57:00] While the world keeps on walking
[01:00:00] I hide the truth behind my smile
[01:03:00] I bleed but I stay strong
[01:06:00] I'm loving you in silence
[01:09:00] Even when I know it's wrong
[01:15:00] I watched you fall for someone else
[01:18:00] Like I wasn't standing there
[01:21:00] I learned how to break politely
[01:23:00] And pretend I didn't care
[01:26:00] I replay every almost
[01:29:00] Every moment we never had
[01:32:00] I was always second place
[01:35:00] And I love you never planned
[01:40:00] I carried all these feelings
[01:43:00] So you wouldn't feel the weight
[01:45:00] I chose to be your shelter
[01:48:00] Even when I felt erased
[01:51:00] I'm loving you in silence
[01:54:00] With a heart you'll never hear
[01:57:00] Crying in the dark alone
[01:59:00] Drowning in my fear
[02:02:00] I gave you all my honesty
[02:05:00] You gave me all this doubt
[02:08:00] I'm loving you in silence
[02:10:00] Trying to figure my way out
[02:16:00] One day I'll say your name
[02:19:00] And it won't break my chest
[02:22:00] One day I'll love someone
[02:24:00] Who loves me without regret
[02:27:00] But tonight I'm still here
[02:30:00] Learning how to let go
[02:33:00] Of a love I never spoke
[02:35:00] But you somehow always knew
[02:40:00] I was loving you in silence
[02:43:00] But I won't stay mute forever
[02:46:00] I deserve a love that speaks
[02:48:00] And holds me when I tremble
[02:51:00] I'll take my heart back gently
[02:54:00] From where I left it wrong
[02:57:00] I loved you in my silence
[03:00:00] Now I'm learning to move on
[03:09:00] I'm learning to move on
[03:14:00] I loved you without a voice
[03:20:00] Now I'll love myself out loud there